A standing tea leaf, representing luckiness.






Ever since that day, we talked lesser, day by day. Even though doing like that makes me feels uncomfortable and a bit down, but oh well.. I know the reason clearly. ^^ Cheerios~~! Time will say everything, just let it flow naturally, no matter how bad something is, it will eventually become good. Though, not worth to let love-matters to interfere a friendship. It's just tooooooo dumb!


=^oo^= <-- Koala bear? Or a korh korh?? It looks like both to me.

Even though I once said that assume we never happened before.. But.. The current me wish that the past is a good memory for both of us, not a lie. I try, tried to stop pouring anymore feelings towards you, even if you treat me coldly, but I failed to do so. There are times where I get to forget you, for a while, then after a while I started to miss you again.

I wanted to let go, knowing that I bothered you too much, annoyed you too much, but when I think of our past memories, it makes my feelings come back again. Even when something that is totally unrelated to you, also I am able to relate it to you, without thinking about it and getting sour for no reason even though I know that will (or might?) not happen.

How long has it been since the first day I had feelings towards you? How long has it been since that day you first grab my hand? I remember that incident clearly, that incident that changed my life drastically. I found myself to shed tears easily compared to before. Maybe I am the one that's being too sensitive and think too much? I know you hate it a lot.. I really miss the past, since that day that changed my life, until that day that everything ends, badly..

The lyrics are so meaningful.. I am sure a lot of the parents wish to say this to their children too..

Bruno Mars, just the way you are. For girls, change the female addressee to male addressee. XD! I am totally in love with this song and it suits my feelings so well!

Lyrics:

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying


She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day


Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see


But every time she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say


When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are


Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think it's so sexy


She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day


Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same


So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say


When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are


The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are


When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

I understand what were your feelings now, that feelings of yours that might not return again. That's okay, I will never give up no matter what you did nor what you said to me. I am sure that there will be a day where I am able to catch back your feelings. Yeah right, you know it well that it's hard to beat me down Xp! But for the time being, I will just let you do what you wanna do and respect your decision. Cos I know, and everyone knows that force doesn't brings any happiness. Though I might do anything that is out of my expectation xP! You know that feeling well!

And oh yesh! I am cute xDDDDDD! Mite mite! =^oo^= <-- Kawaii desuka??

How nice if everything goes as we wish.. But that would lead to no challenge right?? And if letting go was that easy, then no use to get in love too since you will forget about that moment you shared together with that special one of yours..

I wish to let go, I don't wish to let go, is too complicated.. I don't wanna let go because I really love you a lot, I wanna let go because I know I am bothering you too much. Letting it flow naturally? I wish that to happen too, but, it's so hard to control that feeling of wanna hold you or hug you because that really had gave me a wonderful memory. Sorry if I grabbed your hand or poked you suddenly, that's just means that I remember what we have done before and I am trying to get that back.

I promised secretly in my heart that I won't cry no matter what and become my old self again, the one that you once know a lot, the one that once make you fell for her. But, it's hard to stop the tears from flowing out when I think of I might/will never get back that feeling of yours again, and that precious and memorable moment of mine. I love you, deep from my heart.

~ =^oo^= ~